Kaki Bangku
Saat aku sedang dalam perjalanan pulang ke rumah dengan menaiki bas, terpandang aku pada sebuah padang bola yang dipenuhi dengan remaja-remaja yang sedang seronok bermain bola sepak di situ. Terimbau aku pada waktu itu akan peristiwa hitam yang tidak pernah aku lupakan. Pada waktu itu aku baru sahaja melangkah kaki ke tingkatan satu di salah sebuah sekolah menengah yang berdekatan. Pada jam 9 pagi setelah selesai sahaja subjek Bahasa Melayu, kami pun mulai bersiap-siap untuk keluar ke padang untuk subjek Pendidikan Jasmani (PJ) setelah itu. Seperti kebiasaannya, cikgu PJ kami akan membahagikan murid lelaki untuk ke padang bola manakala murid perempuan pula ke gelanggang badminton. Pada waktu itu, kawan-kawan sekelasku selalu akan bermain bola sepak setiap kali waktu PJ, sedangkan aku ini pula seorang kaki bangku yang tidak berminat pada bola sepak pada waktu itu. Kalau ikutkan hati, mahu sahaja aku lepak di bawah pokok rendang berdekatan namun cikgu tidak benarkan dan mewajibkan murid untuk sertai bersukan. Jadi, terpaksalah aku bermain bersama-sama mereka walaupun aku tidak mahir. Setelah dua pasukan dibentuk, kami pun mulai bermain dengan pihak lawan memulakan sepak mula ketika itu. Sepanjang permainan itu, aku seperti kaku, apatah lagi mereka juga mahir menggelecek dan menghantar bola ke ahli pasukannya yang lain. Aku cuba untuk merebut namun gagal, malah aku pula yang terjatuh apabila ditolak oleh mereka. Sewaktu aku sudah pun memegang bola, aku cuba untuk menghantar ke ahli pasukan aku yang lain namun dapat dirampas pula oleh pihak lawan. Malah, aku sebagai posisi pertahanan juga gagal untuk menghalang pihak lawan daripada menjaringkan gol beberapa kali. "Weh, Faris. Mainlah betul-betul. Tendang bola pun tak pandai ke, susahlah kau ni", jerit salah seorang rakan sekelas akj yang satu kumpulan dengan aku, malah aku dijeling dan digelak juga oleh beberapa kawan aku yang mendengar jeritan itu.
'Pretttttttttttt', wisel ditiup oleh cikgu PJ kami menandakan tamatnya waktu subjek itu. Kami semua pun berhenti bermain dan bergerak balik ke kelas sambil menyejukkan badan kami. Setelah sampai sahaja di kelas, aku terus duduk di kerusi aku sambil mengelap peluh-peluh yang masih mengalir itu. Namun, tak semena-mena kepala aku tepuk dari belakang dengan agak kuat sehinggakan kepala aku tertolak ke depan. Aku pun mengurut-urut kepala aku dan baru aku sedar yang memukul aku tadi adalah ketua pasukan aku tadi. "Petang ni, jumpa aku dekat bilik stor sukan. Kau tak datang, nahas kau nanti. Dasar kaki bangku", arahnya dengan suara yang agak keras kepada aku. Aku pun hanya menundukkan kepala tanpa bersuara pun sehinggalah dia dan kawan-kawannya beredar ke tempat duduk masing-masing. Hati aku rasa tidak tenteram dan aku hilang tumpuan semasa sesi pembelajaran dan pengajaran sepanjang hari itu, malah semakin gementar tubuh aku tatkala waktu persekolahan semakin hampir ke hujungnya. 'Kringggggggggggg', loceng sekolah pun berbunyi dan kawan-kawan sekelas aku pun mulai mengemas barang-barang mereka sebelum bergerak keluar dari kelas sehinggalah hanya aku sahaja yang masih tertinggal di situ. Setelah selesai mengemas barang-barang aku, aku pun mulai berjalan ke bilik stor yang disuruhnya tadi dan melihat dia dan kawang-kawannya tadi sudah pun menunggu di situ. "Kenapa kau lambat sampai? Jalan pun lembab ke? Hahaha", katanya lagi sambil digelak oleh yang lain. Tidak lama selepas itu, kedengaran mangga kunci bilik itu terbuka dan salah seorang dari mereka membuka pintu perlahan-lahan. Lalu, dengan tiba-tiba dia menolak badan aku sehingga aku tersungkur jatuh ke tengah-tengah bilik itu sebelum mereka semua masuk dan mengunci semula bilik itu. "Kau... kau orang nak buat apa dekat aku?", soalku yang semakin ketakutan namun hanya dibalas dengan senyuman sinis dari mereka sebelum ketua mereka itu berkata, "Kita orang tak puas hati dengan kekalahan kita tadi, semuanya berpunca dari kau yang bodoh pasal bola. Sekarang, kau rasakan balasan kerana pasukan kita kalah". "Ak... aku minta maaf. Aku tak sengaja, aku tak pandai main...", belum sempat aku menghabiskan ayatku, 'bukkk', perut aku dipijak olehnya sehinggakan badan aku meringkuk menahan sakit. Lalu, dia pun mengarahkan kawan-kawannya memegang tangan aku ke atas kepala memperlihatkan baju sukan pada bahagian ketiak aku yang sudah kebasahan manakala kakiku pula dipegang secara mengangkang. "Pegang kuat-kuat, hahaha", arahnya lagi sebelum, 'bukkk' 'bukkk' 'bukkk', tumbukam dan sepakan dikenakan ke atas perut dan dada aku sehingga aku menjerit kesakitan. "Uhukkk, uhukkk, arghhh, lepaskan aku, tolong, aku tak tahan. Arghhh erghhh", beberapa kali jugalah aku tersedak-sedak dek kerana tumbukan kuat darinya tadi.
Setelah puas aku ditumbuk, mereka pun mencarik-carik baju aku sehingga koyak rabak dan menampakkan bahagian tubuh aku dari pinggang ke atas. Lalu, mereka pun mengambil tali tebal yang tersimpan di situ lalu mengikat kedua-dua tangan aku ke atas di siling manakala, kaki aku pula diikat pada batang kayu yang terletak di tengah-tengah kedua-dua kaki aku sehingga aku terkangkang luas. "Le... lepaskan, aku. Kau... kau orang nak buat apa dekat aku?", rayu aku yang cuba untuk melepaskan diri namun gagal. Mereka juga mentertawakan aku sebelum, 'bukkk' 'bukkk' 'bukkk', salah seorang dari mereka menumbuk perut aku beberapa kali membuatkan aku meronta kesakitan. Tidak dengan itu, mereka saling berganti-ganti menumbuk perut, dada dan belakang badan aku seperti beg tinju. "Arghhh, sakit. Hentikan, tolong arghhh erghhh", rayuku berkali-kali dek kerana tidak dapat menahan rasa sakit yang berterusan itu. Tubuhku yang sawo matang itu pun mulai dipenuh dengan kemerahan radang. Selepas penat memukulku, mereka pun berhenti berehat manakala ketuanya pula mendekati aku sebelum meraba-raba dadaku. "Memanglah kau buatkan pasukan kita kalah tadi, ni semua salah kau, faham", katanya lalu tak semena-mena dia mencubit dan memulas kedua-dua puting aku sehingga aku meronta-meronta memohon dihentikan. Malah, rayuku tidak dihiraukan dan semakin rancak dia memulas-mulas dan menarik puting aku sehingga terlepas dari cubitannya beberapa kali. Aku yang tak dapat menahan seksaan itu pun mulai menangis dan tubuhku pun mulai menggeletar kesakitan. Setelah kedua-dua puting perang gelapku itu mulai kemerahan, dia pun terus menampar-nampar dadaku pula, menambahkan lagi kesan-kesan pukulan di situ. "Yang di atas sudah merah, yang bawah bila lagi? Hahaha", kata salah seorang dari mereka yang masih tidak puas menyeksaku. "Tunggu apa lagi? Bogelkan dia, lepas tu kita berpesta, hahaha", jawabnya yang disahut gembira oleh yang lain. Lalu, mereka pun mendekatiku lalu seluar aku ditarik-tarik sehingga koyak rabak jadinya, memperlihatkan seluar dalamku yang masih terpakai. "Alahai, mana batang kau? kecil sial kote dia, siapalah nak batang macam ni, hahaha?", kata mereka yang meraba dan menggenggam celah kangkangku itu, malah ada juga yang menyelak seluar dalam aku untuk melihat koteku yang masih kecut itu. Tidak lama selepas itu, salah seorang dari mereka berdiri tepat di hadapanku lalu, 'dukkk', satu sepakan tepat mengenai celah kangkangku membuatkan aku menjerit kesakitan. 'Dukkk' 'dukkk' 'dukkk', sepakan demi sepakan dikenakan ke arah batang dan telurku, menguatkan lagi rasa sakit dan senak yang aku alami, malah mereka berseronok melihat aku menggelupur sakit di tengah-tengah bilik itu. Sedang kawannya seronok menyepak celah kangkangku, ada yang lain mulai mengambil tali lompat yang ada di situ sebelum, 'pap' 'pap' 'pap', dia menyebat belakang badanku. "Arghhh, sakit. Tolong, aku sakit. Aku tak tahan, tolong lepaskan aku. Arghhh, tolong, arghhh erghhh erghhh", rayuku berkali-kali dengan lemah dan teresak-esak suara aku menangis.
"Weh, senyap. Ada orang berdekatan", kata salah seorang yang menjaga pintu bilik itu lalu mereka pun berhenti menyeksaku dan mulut aku pun ditutup agar aku tidak dapat menjerit. Setelah keadaan kembali aman, mereka pun cepat-cepat membuka ikatan di tangan dan kakiku sehingga aku terbaring di lantai. Mereka sempat memijak kepalaku, menyepak dada dan perutku, ada juga yang memegang kakiku secara mengangkang sebelum yang lain memijak dan menendang celah kangkang aku dengan kuat diselangi dengan gelak tawa dari mereka. "Jom, sebelum kita balik...", kata ketua tadi sambil membuat sesuatu isyarat yang difahami oleh kawan-kawannya yang lain. Mereka pun mengelilingi aku yang masih terbaring lalu mereka pun membuka seluar sebelum mereka memancutkan air-air kencing mereka ke tubuhku. Aku yang masih lenguh bercampur sakit itu pun tidak mampu untuk menghalang mereka dan pasrah sahaja tubuhku dibasahi dengan hancing kencing dari mereka. "Dah, jom pergi. Dasar budak hancing, euwww, hahaha", kata mereka sambil ketawa terbahak-terbahak, lalu mereka pun mengambil duit belanja aku yang ada di dalam dompet aku sebelum keluar dari bilik. Setelah mereka semua sudah pergi, aku pun bangkit berdiri dan berjalan keluar dari bilik itu dengan hanya berseluar dalam sahaja setelah mengambil beg sekolah dan dompetku. Tidak dapat aku lupakan kejadian itu dalam ingatan aku. Kadang-kadang mengingatkannya sahaja membuatkan aku geram, marah dan dendam terhadap mereka itu.
-Tamat-
M.N.A_97
Faris_Shah
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Faris is the name that has been given to me. I was born in the state of North Borneo in the eastern part of Malaysia and just turned 20 this year. My body is quite tall, a little skinny, but my stomach is also a little bloated forward. My skin color is just a tan like most children in other Southeast Asian countries. After completing my studies at a private institution here, I worked part-time at a movie theater near my house while waiting for a job opportunity that parallels my study certificate, not to mention if there is an opportunity to become one of the professional wrestlers in Malaysia like Emman or Shaukat, I am really very happy. Although I left wrestling a long time ago and the last time was when I represented the institution in the national wrestling competition five years ago, but I never stopped doing the basic exercises in wrestling, I even went to a gymnasium center that had wrestling equipment to sharpen my talent. As far as I know, my interest in wrestling started after I saw the WWE wrestling show on television, but it may also have existed after an experience I had when I was still in school.
When I was on my way home by bus, I saw a football field filled with teenagers who were having fun playing football there. I remember at a dark experience that I have never forgotten. At that time I had just stepped foot into the first grade at one of the nearby secondary schools. At 9 o'clock in the morning after finishing the Malay subject, we started getting ready to go out to the field for the Physical Education (PE) subject after that. As usual, our PE teacher will divide the male students to go to the football field while the female students go to the badminton court. At that time, my classmates would always play soccer every PE time, while I was not interested in soccer at that time. If I follow my heart, I just want to hang out under the nearby small tree, but the teacher doesn't allow it and obliges the students to participate in sports. So, I had to play with them even though I'm not good at it. After two teams were formed, we started to play with the opponent starting kick-off at that time. Throughout the game, I was like nerd, not like them that they were also good at dribbling and passing the ball to other members of their team. I tried to grab it but failed, and I was the one who fell when they pushed me. When I already had the ball, I tried to pass it to another member of my team but it was snatched away by the opponent. In fact, I as a defensive position also failed to prevent the opponent from scoring several times. "Hey, Faris. Play good, please. Don't you even know how to kick the ball, so nerdy", shouted one of my classmates who was in the same group as me, and I was even being teased and laughed at by some of my friends who heard the shout.
'Pretttttttttttt', our PE teacher blew the whistle to mark the end of the subject time. We all stopped playing and moved back to class while cooling our bodies. Once I got to class, I continued to sit in my chair while wiping the sweat that was still flowing. However, my head was patted from behind quite hard so that my head was pushed forward. I massaged my head and then I realized that the one who hit me earlier was the leader of my team earlier. "This afternoon after school, meet me at the sports store room. If you don't come, you'll be dean. Such a nerdy", he directed me in a rather harsh voice. I just bowed my head without saying a word until he and his friends went to their seats. My heart felt restless and I lost my concentration during the learning and teaching sessions throughout the day, and my body was even more nervous as the school is going to end. 'Kringgggggggggg', the school bell rang and my classmates started packing their things before moving out of the class until I was the only one left there. After I finished packing my things, I started walking to the store room he told me to and saw him and his friends already waiting there. "Why are you late? Hahaha", he said again while being laughed at by others. Not long after, the lock of the room was heard opening and one of them slowly opened the door. Then, suddenly he pushed my body so that I fell down in the middle of the room before they all entered and locked the room again. "You... what do you want to do to me?", I asked, getting more and more scared but was only answered with a cynical smile from them before their leader said, "We people are not satisfied with our defeat earlier, it's all because of you stupid. Now, you gonna be punished because our team lost". "Ah... I'm sorry. I didn't mean it, I'm not good at playing...", before I could finish my sentence, 'bukkk', he stepped on my stomach until my body curled up in pain. Then, he ordered his friends to hold my hands above my head showing my armpits which was already wet while my legs were held straddled. "Hold on tight, hahaha", he directed again before, 'bukkk' 'bukkk' 'bukkk', punches and kicks were applied to my stomach and chest until I screamed in pain. "Uhukkk, uhukkk, arghhh, let me go, please, I can't take it. Arghhh erghhh", I choked several times because of the hard punch from him earlier.
After I was being punched, they tore my shirt to shreds until it was torn and exposed parts of my body from the waist up. Then, they took the thick rope that was stored there and tied both of my hands up on the ceiling while my legs were tied to a wooden stick that was located in the middle of both of my legs so that I was spread wide apart. "Le... let me go. You... what do you want to do to me?", I begged as I tried to escape but failed. They also laughed at me before, 'bukkk' 'bukkk' 'bukkk', one of them punched me in the stomach several times making me struggle in pain. Not with that, they took turns punching my stomach, chest and back like a punching bag. "Arghhh, it hurts. Stop, please arghhh erghhh", I begged many times because I couldn't stand the constant pain. My tanned body began to be filled with inflammation and redness. After getting tired of beating me, they stopped to rest while the leader approached me before groping my chest. "It's true that you made our team lose earlier, it's all your fault, you understand", he said then he pinched and twisted both of my nipples until I was struggling to stop. In fact, my pleas were ignored and he became more and more harder and pulled my nipples until they slipped from his pinch several times. I, who could not bear the torture, began to cry and my body began to tremble in pain. After both of my dark brown nipples started to turn red, he continued to slap my chest as well, adding to the marks of the blows there. "The one on top is already red, the one on the bottom when? Hahaha", said one of them who was still not satisfied torturing me. "What are you waiting for? Strip him, then we'll have a party, hahaha", he answered, which was happily cheerwd by the others. Then, they approached me and pulled my pants until they were torn, revealing my underwear that was still used. "Oh my, where's your dick? It's so damn small, who wants a dick like this, hahaha?", said those who groped and grabbed my crotch, and some even flipped my underwear to see my still shriveled dick. Not long after, one of them stood right in front of me and, 'dukkk', a direct kick hit my crotch making me scream in pain. 'Dukkk' 'dukkk' 'dukkk', kick after kick applied to my cock and balls, intensifying the pain and hurt I experienced, they even enjoyed seeing me writhing in pain in the middle of the room. While his friend was having fun kicking my crotch, someone else started taking the jump rope that was there before, 'pap' 'pap' 'pap', he whipped my back. "Arghhh, it hurts. Please, I'm hurting. I can't take it, please let me go. Arghhh, please, arghhh erghhh erghhh", I begged many times weakly and my voice was sobbing.
"Hey, be quiet. There is someone out there", said one of his friend guarding the door of the room and they stopped torturing me and my mouth was covered so that I could not scream. After everything back to normal, they quickly untied my hands and feet so that I was lying on the floor. They had time to step on my head, kick my chest and stomach, some even held my legs astride before the others stepped on and kicked my crotch strongly, interspersed with laughter from them. "Let's go, before that, we...", said the leader while making a gesture that was understood by his other friends. They also surrounded me who was still lying down and then they opened their pants before they squirted their urine on my body. I, who was still tired and in pain, was not able to stop them and just surrendered to my body being wet with urine from them. "Alright, let's go. Such a slob boy, euwww, hahaha", they said while laughing out loud, then they took my money that was in my wallet before leaving the room. After they all left, I stood up and walked out of the room in only my underwear after taking my school bag and wallet. I can't forget that incident in my memory. Sometimes just reminding it makes me angry, mad and resentful towards them.
-The End-
M.N.A_97
Faris_Shah
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